So I am on anti-depressants.
usually.
Right now I don't have any meds and no money to get more. So instead of being my normal, fake-happy, quiet person I am kind of . . . I don't know how to explain it. I actually swore at my roommate yesterday. I'm not so withdrawal-ly that I didn't apologize. But it still isn't my responsibility to answer your phone when your mother is calling. I don't care if you are on your computer doing homework.
Then of course there is the oh so fun experience of listening to "My Immortal" over and over.
and over . . .
Evanescence is a good band, but I really could do without the flashbacks. Goodbye Jenny. No, you don't have all of me anymore, whether I wanted to hold your hand through all of those years.
Some things are interesting to note though. Even without my pills I am not as miserable as I used to be. So that is good.
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